Change is Good.

Hello Blog,

We meet again. Under better terms of course. I am doing very well. Life is going pretty great. I am looking for jobs left and right and even under rocks...or so it feels. My mom is peacing out for Cali here soon and I'm excited and nervous all the same. I'll miss seeing her often but I will be able to talk to her probably everyday.

Fixing, adjusting, deleting, all the things that were holding me back. I've come to terms with many things in life and I've decided that I really have no control at this point so I've just given it up to God. He's in charge anyway. So, I let it all go. I feel better, less worrying and stressing.

Went to the gym, thought that would tire me out, guess not, bah, oh well, hopefully I'll get some shut eye tonight, atleast I dont have to be in to work until 10. I am waiting to hear back about an interview... with APUS again. I had one two weeks ago, actually two of them for the same job but they hired other people. I'll keep harrassing them with my resume until I get a job! determination right? that's an attractive attribute. Decorating, going to the gym, and focusing on fixing all the things I need fix have been great. I am not distracting myself with things, I am tackling all the necessary bs life hands you. One of the first things to go when I get a good job...Sprint! That iphone looks better and better. It's not even that I have a bad phone, it's the actual company! Anyway, there are more important things like paying all the small bills I have still and getting that stupid credit card paid OFF. Ugh, I was definitely in college once, irresponsibility!

After seeing Eat Pray Love Sunday, my love of travel has been rejuvenated. I want to go Italy and stay with nuns and travel the country and possibly go to other countries. I want to visit some eastern European countries too. Any country for that matter is fair game. Ireland? I'd love to. Germany, again, of course! France... ahh, the food... I can taste it! So many places, I'd probably just open a map and pick a spot and get on the train. Oh, I'm excited. :)

And to end it, I'm just happy. I am. I know that if I just keep doing what I'm doing, I will very happy with the end result.