Sweet Summer Time.

Dogsitting for Rachael and Freddie has me realize I am a fish person. A beta fish person at that. I do not have the patience, or time for a dog on my own. Good to know this now. I like to dogsit but I am only a weekend person.

went to the picnic today. I had a lot of fun, I wish I was able to go last year. Oh well, doesnt well to dwell of spilled milk...if only I really believed that.

I miss you.

AHHH!

I'm just going to say I wish I didnt miss you like I do. I just mean you being my friend, and it really sucks. I dont know if you read this, but just incase you do... I just want you to know I really miss talking to you. I just want to be friends... I promise.

I am moving into my new place probably around mid-august. I am not doing any packing until it is officially august on the calender. I am still job hunting. I do have some hopefuls. But, I am still keeping all options open at this point in time.

I am other wise happy with life. It gets stressful, I cry or shake it off. I am going to start excersizing for real when I get back from vacation. I have decicded I need to do it, and I want to do it, so there you go. I only half ass it at the moment...most days I'm so busy at work then I"m tired I dont want to do anything after. I"ve also just been socializng alot which I feel has gotten a little much, but I'm just so wired that I can't sit at home. I am trying to be constructive with all of my energy.

life is what happens when we're busy making plans. true that.

Quotes that makes a lot of sense

Do not be too moral. You may cheat yourself out of much life so. Aim above morality. Be not simply good; be good for something. Henry David Thoreau

We do not believe in ourselves until someone reveals that deep inside us something is valuable, worth listening to, worthy of our trust, sacred to our touch. Once we believe in ourselves we can risk curiosity, wonder, spontaneous delight or any experience that reveals the human spirit.- E.E. Cummings

“The world is mud-luscious and puddle-wonderful.”- E.E. Cummings

Impossible

I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did, I did

And you were strong and I was not
My illusion, my mistake
I was careless, I forgot
I did

And now when all is done
There is nothing to say
You have gone and so effortlessly
You have won
You can go ahead tell them

Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof tops
Write it on the sky line
All we had is gone now

Tell them I was happy
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible

Falling out of love is hard
Falling for betrayal is worst
Broken trust and broken hearts
I know, I know

Thinking all you need is there
Building faith on love and words
Empty promises will wear
I know, I know

And now when all is gone
There is nothing to say
And if you're done with embarrassing me
On your own you can go ahead tell them

Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof tops
Write it on the sky line
All we had is gone now

Tell them I was happy
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible!
Ooh impossible (yeah yeah)

I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did

Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof tops
Write it on the sky line
All we had is gone now

Tell them I was happy
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible

I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did..