I scheduled an appointment for my therapist, next Wednesday March 31st. I have an eye doctor's appointment Monday April 5th, and I have an appointment with Fr. Brian on April 12th at 530 at St. James. I bagged all my clothes that I am giving to the church on Monday. I cleaned my room, and I paid all my bills, until pay day anyway. I still have to pay my cellphone bill so I can get a new phone next week, Sprint called and told me I can get a new phone, SO touch phone here I come (again). I did my taxes, well Freddie did, but my return was 533.00 and I am going to pay my credit card with that.
Okay, so life seems like its falling into place, not that it wasn't before but now its at least happier, I got my period so I always feel so grouchy and miserable the week before hence the negativity in the previous posts.
I am supposed to update my version of Windows 7 that Gabe installed last year but I have no flipping clue what the hell I am doing. It feels like ever since I let him take care of my computer problems I suddenly became pc illiterate... wtf. I'm smart enough but I dont know I really dont have a clue as to where I'm supposed to get my official upgrade from... I might have to bite the bullet and ask him... ugh.
Anyway no news on moving to the beach or not. I probably wont know til maybe May which is fine because I need to get all my financial ducks in a row still. I'm hoping/praying that after I meet with Fr. that I'll be about to have some kind of solution. I just need some help and since the banks are useless, yes I'm badmouthing my own employment, I felt that church was the last place to ask. I am so ready to be completely together in life. I hate this incomplete feeling I've had. Breaking up an and staying broken up has been a godo thing, even if I have had trouble accepting it. If nothing else I have learned to appreciate being single and I've learned alot about myself that I would have not otherwise done so, had I been in a relationship. Do I wish I could talk to Gabe, yeah, I do. I wish we could have conversations and go to lunch and talk. I just hate the silence, it sucks.
Anyway, it's about time I stop hogging the wi-fi at Panera, well more like get away from the healthcare debate that's going on in front me between two doctors... talking about how people could just choose a cheaper healthcare insurance premium...um, yeah, if they want shitty insurance with no coverage, alright... I digress!
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