I wish I could make see just for a moment the good in me, understand I wouldn't be my oldself, that I learned from mistakes, and I just wish I could back and pretend you didn't exist. I don't want to feel this way any more. I do not want to know anything about you and i want to believe that I will be happy again, I don't want you to ask about me, I don't want to pass you randomly, because it's the little things that get me, they get me good and so deep that I can never escape. I wish you would just leave, go, get out, and never come back. Just leave me alone.