6.30.2010

Life IS Change.

Man oh man, so mom sold the house and we're moving by the end of August. She is going to California and I am going to Virignia Beach. I am going to be living with Joanna temporarily until I get settled with a job and find a place of my own. Eek, scary but awesome. I am quitting my job at the bank on July 23rd and I am not looking back! It is time to move on and find something else to do. I will be looking for employment at the end of July. I am going for a quick visit for a few days and then I'll be back to clean and pack and get mom from the airport. Everyone keeps asking how I'm coping and I feel like I'm doing just fine. If I was moving to California I'd feel like I'd be more of a mess. I just dont feel like I belong in California, atleast not now anyway.

Few of the reasons why I'm leaving. I am getting away so I can find myself. I am moving to a new place for a fresh start. I do not want to be followed or found, per say. I am sick and tired of feeling like I'm a failure at certain things in life. I am ready for a change. I am looking for something else beside mountains and small town country lifestyle. I want to be challenged. I am open for new adventures. I am hoping that I can finally let go of some things that still haunt me from my past. And, because when the hell else in life am I going to get a chance to just move to the beach? Exactly. Good enough, I say.

Other than that, life is good. I am happy.

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