Tax Day!

I dont know why I really care that today's Tax Day. I mean I filled my taxes like three weeks ago, so I'm in the clear. I'm killing time at work... so slow today. I mean I've had like 20 customers in the window since we closed the lobby but it just doesnt feel like we've done much today.

I am applying for a 911 Dispatcher job. I am hoping that my knowing Spanish might get me in to atleast an interview. I think it would be fun to atleast do that for a year and then work up some expierence and then maybe get a job with the Customs office, which is damn near impossible to do. I had a really conversation with Fr. Brian earlier this week which gave me some motivation to find a better paying job, and one that is more or less in my area of knowledge... I've always found myself to be the communicater amongst my friends, so I guess this would only play to my strengths being a dispatcher. We'll see, I am going to drop off my application tomorrow before I go into work at 11. As much as I enjoy the bank, and my boss being kickass, I cannot stay here longer than a year, that is my own personal rule. I mean obviously if I can't find a job, than that's one thing, but I have to look, alot. The beach still feels like an option, one day, maybe... maybe i'll just wait til I have a fiance or husband and move there with him, yeah, sounds like a good plan, right? I thought so.

Theta Xi Alum V. Active game on saturday. I'm hoping it's warmer. I'm so ready for the warm weather to be here for good! I dont like to be pasty either, haha. I shall be pouring beer regardless or what the weather is on saturday but I'd preferably like to look hot, haha. Yeah, I know crazy right? I've turned into a real lady. I really do enjoy make-up and dressing up, and looking like a girl. I'm hot, so why not? yes, okay, that sounded vain, but if you got it, why not rock it? Exactly.

Mmm... therapy went well yesterday, in case you were wondering. I made quite a bit of progress in realizing somethings. As usual, it takes a third person point of view to get me to understand. I dont remember what next time is about... I do know that I dont foresee having to go as long as I did before. I feel like within like 5 or 6 sessions I'll be way over any problems I had before, or atleast will have dealt with anything too painful that I might have been dragging along with me.

Overall, I'm happy with life. I hope you are too! :)