yeaah.. I've stuck to my no soda rule so far. I've been eating healthier, atleast no fast food. I am going to get a loan next week to help pay off credit cards and then I am going to register for karate classes again and start goi ng. Essentially I am going to start going to yoga, and hopefully running... atleast on the treadmill anyway. My goal is to be running 5 miles a day by May. I know that's probably a really long time but I think I'll achieve that goal way before then. I hope anyway.
I am still torn up over Gabe. I guess it's just more the fact that I ended up where I didnt want to be, heartbroken and alone, yet again, but I am. I'm still going to hope and pray to God that He knows what He's doing. I hope that Gabe might wake up one day and realize that he was an idiot for not giving me a second chance. Until then though, i just have to focus on me, and what I want, atleast deciding what I want.
On that note, I am back to looking into grad school in North Carolina at Wilmington. I think going to grad school on the beach would be fabulous. I"m so over this area, atleast for a good three years or so, maybe when I finish/graduate I could move back here to wv, but until then I am just burnt out. Everyone is far away and I just wish I could be too. I'd start school ideally in Fall 2011.
So, for now... that's life.
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