I spent New Year's Eve with Rachael and Freddie, like last year, but this year was way different. I was still in my funk that I get in when this time of year rolls around. I'm working on getting out of it or atleast spending less time down. Anyway, I got to their house around 1045p, got ready while talking with Freddie, he's kinda like the big brother in my life, he listens, and he gives pretty good life advice.
This year was definitely low-key, atleast drama wise, haha. I really didnt have anything to drink besides Mimossas at Midnight. I then had a few jello shots, 1/2 a beer, and a few sips of champagne, not at all like last year when I was toasted. I had fun watching "A Walk In The Clouds" til 3am. Everyone didnt go to bed til like 530a I think...ugh?
Overall, good stuff. I'm ready for the NEW year. I'm going to be selfish with my emotions and work on me and fix me, and make me a better person. I still love Gabe very much, but I guess maybe in this case "less is more" could be a smart approach. Atleast for now.
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