Everythings gonna be alright... okay well maybe so, but I feel like I'm about to fall to pieces, kinda like i'm just hanging by a thread that could snap at any moment. Why is it that this time of year is perfect for breaking up? I just did the dumbest thing and just went back on facebook and looked at pictures and all the comments, bah, I'm an idiot. Of course I'm going to feel super depressed after that. And, to top it off, he's making me wait for his response... I bet he's not even going to write me. If he does it'll be next week, with some stupid excuse about he just didnt feel like it. I deserved most of the lack of priority he's given me in the last two months but i'm starting to feel like i deserve better than this. Gabe is like the perfect guy and he's allowed to be an asshole to me if need be to prove a point but I got the point. I just want him back. PLAIN AND SIMPLE. Dear God, I screwed up, you know this, if I could go back and fix it, I would've done SO much differently. I can't change it, but I can ask for a second chance to prove to him that I really do mean what I say and that I want to make it work. If You could wing a second chance, I wont screw it up like before. I swear. Thanks!
please dont break my heart completely. i can't handle it.
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